I really think I’m falling for Pat. I’m afraid to ask him out because then it may ruin our friendship. Actualy, I think he might like me a little, too. I need to get a boyfriend quick. If I don’t Steven will just keep nagging me. I just need to get a little closer to Pat, and then maybe I’ll ask him, or get one of my friends to do it. I really like him. Tonight at the Little League tryouts he totally ditched his friend Ben to hang out with me. We played soccer and talked a lot. It was cool. We talked about lots of different things, but just weird things to make conversation.
I wish he would ask me first. I’m too nervouse to ask him myself.
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